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During the summer of 1997 I
received a full tuition Gates Leadership Scholarship to attend Colorado
Outward Bound School’s “30-day Alpine Mountaineering Course”.
This was definitely the most influential and moving experience of my life.
For an entire month, our class traveled by foot through the most rugged
part of the Rocky Mountain Range (San Juan Mountains - Weminuche Wilderness).
We lived above tree line between 11,000 and 14,000 feet for the entire
month traveling many miles each day. On this journey I had the opportunity
to participate in rock climbing, a 185 foot repel, a technical ascent
of a 13,700 foot peak (Storm King), a technical ascent of a snow couloir
(North Eolus), and the summating of a 14,037 foot peak (Red Cloud) at
4:00 A.M. under a full moon and clear skies. Gazing at heavenly bodies
moving through the night sky creates an intense desire to learn more about
that which we do not understand. |
The Outward Bound School, which originated in England, strives to build
leadership skills among a team of students repeatedly faced with physical
and mental challenges that may at first seem incredibly overwhelming.
Putting a team of young adults on the side of a 14,000-foot mountain
can create some extreme reactions. Several times during each day we
found ourselves in a position such that a mistake or fall would surely
result in death. All eight members of a patrol are required to take
the same path together as one unit, but eight people have eight different
ideas of the safest, easiest, and most rewarding route between points
A and B. When students must all agree on one solution of such importance,
disagreements and aggressive disputes are common. The school builds
leadership skills and determination among all of its students by making
it necessary that they work together cooperatively to accomplish goals.
Application for Gates Leadership Scholarship
Statement about leadership and significant quote:
I feel that leadership is not a goal that is achieved but rather is
a recognition of honor that is earned. While there are people that look
up to me for leadership and guidance, there are also people whom I respect
for the education and direction they have provided. What I did was always
done to the best of my ability, and not because someone was watching
over my shoulder. I take pride in all of my accomplishments from major
ones such as twelfth place in the National Amateur Championship Triathlon
to minor ones like completing a swimming workout or neatly preparing
daily class assignments. Never flaunting my good fortune and being known
as a hard worker has made me respected among my peers. I began to realize
how others perceived me when many underclassmen as well as peers came
to me for advice, both athletic and academic. At the end of my junior
year of high school my coach selected me from 50 plus athletes to be
the team captain of our swim team during the following season. The coach
also chose me to attend the district "leadership retreat"
at which each team was represented by two athletes. The guest speakers,
discussions, and activities of this weekend retreat was what first made
me realize that I was being recognized as a leader. Many people strive
to be "the best" strictly through appearance and are concerned
about looking good in the "spotlight," but I believe that
most of the true leaders lead quietly by example. Although we all have
our faults, I attempt to always set a reputable example through my actions.
I have always tried to hold myself to high standards instead of comparing
myself to others. I feel that the standard that I have applied to my
life and the example that I have set forth is deserving of special recognition.
There was one quote that made a big impression on me and which I will
always remember. Although this quote is not directly related to leadership,
following it will set one of the best examples of leadership.
It was 7:30 AM on Monday morning, our swim team had been in the weight
room since 6:00 AM, and it was still three months untill the start of
the season. Our new coach Jim Caliendo, was highly respected; he had
won the state meet for the last four years in a row when he coached
Fenwick's team. Now he was our coach and we eagerly listened to every
word he said. This morning he pulled us aside to speak to us, and one
of his statements made such a deep impression that I will never forget
it. He said "You will come back here tomorrow and when you return
you will not do exactly as you did today. You might do a little worse
than you did today and you might do a little better than you did today.
You have the power to choose whether you will do a little worse or a
little better. Success does not come overnight; it comes as many small
steps toward the unattainable goal of perfection. I hope that you choose
to take your step in the upward direction." His speech was meant
relative to how hard we push ourselves in our daily swimming workouts,
but I have tried to apply this philosophy in everything I do. Whether
I am playing a game, competing in a sport, taking a test, or just taking
notes in class, I always look for ways to improve what I do. |